Self image is one of the worst things.
It’s something that I don’t know how we mess up so badly.
How we see ourselves has such a huge impact on the way we socialize, live and eat. It’s just that we don’t realize just how destructive the body image stuff can be. Medical cannabis is helping me to put my life back together due to the harmful effects of body image. I have never even liked my body. And mainly that’s because the story I get from my culture is that my body size and shape aren’t worthy. That was something that I easily became obsessed with. I wanted so badly to be like the images I saw of bodies that people basically worshipped. The cannabis products I am using while we were in therapy for my eating disorder plus dysmorphia are helping me regain my health. I nearly ruined my whole body. There was a lot of binging and purging followed by heaping amounts of binge eating. Fortunately, with the help of cannabis gummies and therapy I am now learning how to feed my body. I’m also learning that appetite can be a healthy thing. This is all new to me. But, the medical cannabis that I receive from the legal weed shop helps me go in a better direction. Not only do I have a healthy appetite after using medical cannabis, it helps me to pick the right way to live my life. There is something calming about cannabis that helps me be positive about this change. And the fear and anxiety I have felt over the size plus shape of my body is diminished.