My problem has always been that I just keep on going and going and going.
Too often, I have ended up just completely exhausted and overwhelmed because I wasn’t good at all at taking time for myself.
Now that I’ve been introduced to cannabis products, this is no longer the case. But it took me coming completely apart this last time to realize that the way I was living life was not in any way good for me. So I’ve taken a leave from my career and am fully focused on getting a better lifestyle for myself. On the advice of the therapist I’m seeing, I went to the local cannabis spot to talk with a cannabis professional there. I explained my situation and she immediately was able to offer me several cannabis products that could be beneficial. In fact, that first trip to the cannabis dispensary resulted in the first steps to some real honesty and reality for me. They sent me home with a bit of a sampler pack of cannabis products. But by and large, it was either sativa strains or sativa dominant hybrid strains. And that was indeed the ticket. What I found was the sativa products sort of made a path for my happy and joy to be a major component in my life. Plus, it wasn’t like I had to wait weeks for any beneficial results to appear. Honestly, using the sativa products was akin to just flipping on a switch. Maybe flipping on a light switch is a better metaphor because that’s exactly what it felt like. It was as though the lights just came on in my heart and soul.